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Death to the Bobblehead: Breaking the Tower of Fear to Rise in Love

The bobblehead is the socially constructed identity built on lies. It keeps us afraid, alone, and separate. It’s time to pull down the tower and let the serpent rise. Continue reading
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Truth

This is the beginning of a story that isn’t about illness, or even healing in the way we think of it. It’s about what happens when the veil is lifted, and the self, the true self, comes out from hiding. It’s about love, about Michael, about the sacred marriage between what we were taught to Continue reading
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Value

It was the word value that came to me when Michael died. My son had valued me. Why did I not value myself? The sword of truth that cut this Gordian knot had two edges: one side freed me from the prison of my own mind, while the other left gaping wounds on my children—wounds Continue reading
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Life Lessons from Larry, the Cat Next Door

Larry, the neighbor’s cat, has become my unexpected best friend. The meow mix and occasional slices of salami probably help. There’s something oddly comforting about the sound of his crunching, like someone who hasn’t eaten in days. Larry understands what it means to go hungry. He’s a tan-gray, short-haired cat with striking green eyes and Continue reading
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Shoeless Lou and The Sheffield Cream Queen

I arose from the clan of Shoeless Lou and the Sheffield Cream Queen, two rogue warriors who refused to follow the script. They shed the skins assigned to them by their parents and stayed true to their convictions, doing everything they believed would secure a better life for themselves and their children. To me, they Continue reading
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Magnificient

I do not know why things happen as they do, but I know we are part of something Magnificent. “Opposites” Continue reading
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A Backwards Path

It’s not about incorporating the shadow but incorporating the light Continue reading


